raymukada:

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_{01. broke up the family, everybody cried. for what it’s worth, i have a slow disease that sucked me dry. // 02. when you laugh about people who feel so very lonely, their only desire is to die … it’s too close to home and it’s too near the bone. // 03. i wanted more than life could ever grant me. // 04. so give me something to believe, ‘cause i am living just to breathe. // 05. rise up and take the power back. // 06. these blood red eyes don’t see so good. but what’s worse is if they could, would I change my ways? // 07. and i’ll find strength in pain and i will change my ways. // 08. now after all these years, you are at last opening. was it worth all that war just to win?}